“It takes a long time but suddenly when you remember what day it is, you stop to realize that it’s still a painful memory.. but it doesn’t hurt as much as it used to do“
That was me talking randomly in front of a poor co-worker today who as usual called me crazy and left when she realized I wasn’t really talking to her nor wanted her to understand what I’m saying, I was just as usual thinking out loud.
I still hate February. I guess that’s not gonna change. I don’t know where I am right now, Don’t know if you would be happy or sad with how I feel. It could be better I know, what I also don’t know is if it will actually get any better soon or at least go back to normal.
Rest in peace.
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February 13, 2009 at 7:32 pm
Hi,
i came across ur blog and almost read all ur posts. I was touched by them and really felt sorry for ur sadness and anger. I hope that life will treat ur better and happiness finds it way to u.